There has been so many things going on within my life that just help me smile. =] I just dont know where to start. I am heading into the place of love with a caution sign only because of the way my ex hurt me, that i am now smarter and more careful within the path i take. There have been many choices in my life for my next boyfriend, but im just not that ready yet to make a move. I am open to finding happiness with someone, and just enjoying my time until i find that soul mate. Life as we all know is very short, i mean we dont have tomorrow promised to us, and we must experienced each day to the fullest, and hold onto the people close to us. Those true friends and family are the main thing we need in life, especially to help us get through any situations going on, and i know that is what helped me after everything.
I have cherished every day lately, spending time with loved ones, and just having a great time. I do not know what will happen in my future, i have a plan i want to achieve but know that not everything is certain. All i do is enjoy being happy, enjoy the fun i have while i am young, cause these chances won't always be there and there is NO time to waste on it.
It's a great feeling once you let go of a past relationship and that person. Mostly because the whole new beginning of a relationship is what you get to look forward to. Since the beginning of a relationship is always the best anyways. lol It's the thrill of finding someone knew, sharing all your life secrets with them and finding out theirs. Just being able to find your soul mate is something that makes me excited for every day. I don't know if i have crossed paths with him yet, and i am not looking for him, but i cannot wait for him to slip into my life, and hopefully sweep me off my feet. Love is a beautiful yet ugly thing. I have witnessed both these sides, and understand to the fullest what it can bring into your life. With the things in my life, especially recently, i have a new understanding though, a new strength and my eyes are seeing things in a new light. This is what makes life amazing, these are the type of things we should strive for. The reason why is the feeling that gives upon yourself, its the ability to tackle anything that stands in your way, and to have a smile on your face through it all.
You have given me pain, hurt, weakness and complete sadness. With that said though, in return its given me strength, happiness, hope, and a new life. Thank you =]
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