Stupidly In Love.

Everybody had their views of you, and our relationship. I always stood up for you, defended you, and tried to prove everybody else wrong, that in fact you are this amazing guy, who loves me dearly. Only to be shown wrong in the end. The way you acted with me was such a shock i still can't believe it. How one day i'm everything you want and the next im just one of many. This guy who i have known for ten years becomes a stranger whom i hate. This guy who i thought contained all the qualities of a guy i like? Proves to hold none of them. It seems i truly was oblivious to the truth, so stupidly in love to even notice the way you killed me, the way you broke down my spirits. Never could i imagine someone to cause so much pain on someone in my life, until i met you. But no matter how many people fall so stupidly in love, we need to stand above it all, and move on.

It's so hard, boy does it kill, when everything you once loved, when everything you believed in shows out to be nothing more than a joke. So days we cry, and nights of tears and pain, will slowly fade. Soon we will see that everything was just a mistake, and with that we will find the one who sticks to the qualities we see, who treat us how we treat them, and prove to us all that in fact there is someone in our lives that can be everything we want, and not prove us wrong.

So this is to all those people who have been hurt, used, heartbroken by someone in their lives. This is to them holding on to what strength they have left, it is to them realizing that no matter how hard things are now, that we must keep it in our heads that of course things will get better, that we all will get our happy endings when the time comes. There is always two things you can count on in life, your friends and family to be by your side. So hold on close to them, party hard if you'd like, and keep your head up, cause you never know when someone maybe looking, and you never know where you can find your prince charming.

I just hope i can be as strong as what i have said, and hope my friends and family can guide me along. I just want to have it known, "You cannot break a girl who thinks NOTHING of you." That felt good =] Have a good night peoples <3