Lesson in Love.

Things are now a mess, completely over and spiraling out of control, thanks to you. I truly thought i knew you, i thought i understood us, had a good view point, full of love, and something that would last forever; boy was i wrong. You proved me and a lot of people wrong about you & the side you let come through? is finally the true you, and nobody seems to like that. The way you hurt me was something i could not comprehend and nobody seems to understand. I pride myself in giving my heart to others and doing whatever i can to make them happy, you took advantage of that. You used me, you lied to me, you tore me down, you controlled me, and you can sit there throughout your life with a smile on your face. I was so lost in your love, and lost in the mess you made of me i could not escape, and anytime i tried to you would blow up. Well you did, and continue to do so within my life. You lost me, you hurt me, and it is no ones fault but your own. I learned my lesson from you, to never let anyone hurt me again, never let them emotionally abuse me, nope im never letting that happen. You play the game as if everyone else is wrong, and your always right, but sweetheart you'll never make it in life with that thought process, you need to own up to your mistakes and realize treating people badly will only hurt you in the end run, and when that point comes, youll look to your side to see me or someone else there to help you, and no one will be there.

I am shocked you have not learned, you have not grown, with everything that has happened. I am shocked you can sit there and have the audacity to hut someone so badly and then say it's they fault, they caused this.

Relationships sometimes have people like this, who manipulate you, play mind games with you, and can make you believe all these things that are not true. You did a number on me, but ill do a number on you. I will sit here and know all those things you did before are gone. You want me to be broken, you want me to be alone, you want me to never make it life, well i am about to prove you wrong. I am a sweet, loving, caring, person and will do anything to make people happy. I know i have all these great things about me that you took advantage of and almost took away from me. I will have a great future, i will find someone who will be as amazing to me, as i am to them. In life, we should treat others the way we want to be treated, we should be respectful to others, and when your with someone it's about love, its about care, all these things you pretended with me, that actually were never there.

So i walk away with my head held high, the tears i have dried from my eyes, and my heart & mind are stronger than ever. You still try your hardest to bring me down, but baby it's not going to work. You made this mistake, you made your choice, you lost me and now you have to deal with it.

I pray for you, i hope the best for you, and i hope you realize a lot about yourself, stop hurting yourself and stop hurting others. Life is too short for games, pain, hurt, we don't have much time so we shouldn't waste it with such negative things. Open your eyes and see the truth, before things get to bad to fix. <3